say nothing!
I am packing and the cable for the hard drive with pictures disappeared somewhere between my clothes, so unfortunately no pictures in this last blog…
What to say? The last two days magda moved in to my room, we were living in a great mess and packing and talking and laughing and crying… The small rest that is left from the last year sticks together and I have such a feeling of belonging here, together with them. We are a real “we” and the last evenings I couldn’t take my eyes of these people and felt just love for them. Love and greatfulness, that I came here, that I had such a luck to find so wonderful friends. The last Ka°ren was the burner – best enjoying ever. Such a intense time…
Now we brought magda to the station. My room is changing more and more from manu’s typical messy cave to a usual student’s room in britsen. The group of “us” is getting smaller everyday and after the next weekend nobody of us will be left in good old britsen. The last weeks I was very much looking forward to come “home”, but now I am just sad. Sad, because I know that one of the best years of my life is over. Sad, because the ultimate britsen feeling won’t come back again. Sad, because the people that are in my heart will be seperated from my eyes for what could be a long time. But on new year’s eve in Budapest I hope to see everybody and surely we will have a great time there.
At the moment I feel like a real emotional cement mixer, I can tell you! I have no clue how to continue the new old life after this year. No idea what to feel. Post-Erasmus depression? Nej, tack! Bunda Reunion as soon as possible is needed at least, otherways manicka gets some serious problems, I fear… However, jag ma°ste sluta nu. Jag ma°ste städa och sa° vidare… This is the end of the blog now. Thanks to all commentators and thomas the blogmaster, you contributed crucially to the manuswelt experience;) See you all, some soon, some later, but all of you definitely! Love to the Falun gang and Sweden, I will miss you like hell…